Trust Issues

Hello Everyone,

To those that don’t know me my name is Giovano aka Rev. Koala Yes I am an ordained minister but am an independent minister (a Christian minister but prefer term Jesusain, I prefer not using the term Christian because many people in the past n currently use Jesus n God to justify hurting n hate of others; I follow the Teachings of Jesus - Love)...

I have trust issues in many ways:

1 - history it is well known that history is basically recorded by the winners/conquers (example the people that came to north america n took the americas anyway from the people already living in america n the claiming the natives were evil killers)

2 - things written in books (including in the Holy Bible) books are written by humans who are imperfect n have biases (like based on the sexes n skin colors n etc...) so I don't totally trust books n now a days anyone can write n publish books n websites so I don't truly trust things written...

3 - Governments n their agencies (like the CDC, FDA n etc...) there have been times that they covered up n lied about stuff so again don't trust them totally...

4 - Politicians Way to many times they have lied/stole n etc so really can't trust any of them...

5 - People many lie to get what they want, hide true facts for many reasons so I only trust my Cool Friends/Family...

6 - Relationships - this has been a hard 1 for me since 2003 after a girlfriend ripped my heart apart I surrender my heart n soul to her but was cheated on, lied to n stole from me n played my head games on me so, I want to love someone again but find it hard to open my heart up again...

I find that there is only 1 thing I can trust is mathematics because 1+1=2 4x2=8 n etc math can be proven...

Oh some my point out faith can't really be proved but I do believe in God n Jesus my faith n Belief is based on faith n a personal vision n misc experiences that I Can Not prove Nor do I try to, I believe believing in any type of faith is a personal thing that we can share with each other but have no way or right to force onto others else...

I basically believe Do onto others as U would want them to do to U; if two people(adults) love great it is not my right or desire to intervene in how they love as long as they of legal age; people (in USA it is part of the founding laws of freedom of religion so be what ever faith U feel is right for U but U can't impose your belief onto others)...

A tricky thing in my briefs is adoptions because 1 it is killing of an unborn human but I feel I have No right to tell a woman what she does with her own body n nor do I have a right to tell her what she can't do wire her body; I feel that what she does is between her n Jesus because He will judge her later on...

Oh another thing I believe n Wish other would start understanding There Is Only One Race - Human Beings there is No Such thing as the White Race, Black Race n Etc... There is many different cultures n ethnicities n skin tones but we are All One Darn Race!!!

Ok thanks for reading!!!

Reverend Giovano 'Koala' Fusco Jr

12/9/2020

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Hello, Sorry I haven’t really written must of anything for a long time…

Jan. 17, 2020

Hello, Sorry  I haven’t really written must of anything for a long time… I have been having many issues n a lot of depression so been very challenging to motivate myself into doing much of anything was even a challenge to want to pray(I did n do pray but was a challenge) I never lost my faith in God or His Beloved Son n My Savior Jesus the Christ…

I want to start posting more n want suggestions on topics, chapters of the Bible to speak/write about but Very Important to verify I can’t prove God, Jesus n Holy Ghost/Spirit are real, I believe n know that they are real I respect your belief/right to not believe I am here to share/discuss what/how I believe without condemning others…

As American n being a human I believe we all have to find our own path n beliefs n I have no right to impose my beliefs on anyone, just share my beliefs n feelings…

There are many countries that have laws against different beliefs n sexual orientations but America says we have the right n freedom to believe what n how we desire or not to believe n I respect that n is also we I have friends I love/like that don’t have any belief, some friends n family that believe in other versions of Christianity n others that are Jewish, Muslim/Islamic, Buddhists, Pagan n etc n I respect/Love them all; I truly believe that is what Jesus wants me to do n by being that way I am able to share/show what Jesus is “Love”; to those that believe Jesus wants us to hate those that don’t believe in Him or His Father n we have to condemn those that we believe are committing a sin, in my opinion, have missed Jesus mission/love on Earth…

There are topics I won’t condone harm to: 

children, 

women, 

LGBT, 

animals(exception respectful use of animals for food), 

people of different skin tones (I say different skin tones because there is Only 1 Human Race), 

different faiths/beliefs

I don’t condone oppression of others; I just believe in respect, love n understanding of other does not mean I condone things/beliefs of others just know I don’t the right/ability to judge/condemn others (except I do find it very hard not to want to condemn those that do harm to list above)...

There is an important thing I need to share with everyone I do believe, respect the Holy Bible but I believe the Bible is Written by Man(n a sometimes women) n is inspired by God or  He ordered the Holy Ghost/Spirit to have humans write the Bible; by having humans(mainly men) write the Bible I truly believe the errors that have been found in translations proves humans writing the Bible can mess up the Bible here/there n human men have been known for ages n ages n ages of altering facts/things to suit their ways/wants/desires so I use the Bible as a guide book n Not read it with blinders on… I mainly hold myself strictly to the 10 commandments (God’s words written in Stone) n the Four Gospels (mainly the words of Jesus as He was teaching) the rest of the Bible I read/share/use with a grain of salt, No I know there are a number of people that are going to disagree n hate me on what I just wrote n that is their right to do, like I can not prove what I believe is true neither can they so, it is a waste of their time trying to make me believe I’m wrong n I have No Time for their ‘Spanish Inquisition’!!!

Now that I have put that out there hope we can find some ideas/suggestions for me to read/discuss…

 (remember no harm/hate/oppression/arguing/harassment/bullying/etc… such actions will be deleted n person blocked...

 just peaceful respectful discussion!!! Also Respect We all Need to Agree to Disagree on things/topics, No One is 100 right or Perfect)

Truly Reverend Giovano a.k.a. Rev. Koala

P.S. because on a faulty primary school education (a school for disabled children) that didn’t truly teach correctly I have a permanent learning disability than later in life I had a near-death stroke that bound me to an electric wheelchair n can no longer walk also added to my learning/reading/writing disability so be aware i know there are grammar errors which would be even worse without today’s tech...